EkishouGarou

When I woke up that day And Was so ready to open my soul. And later, fate had its final say Never before have I watched As words signed and crumbled Not a good doggy, not a good mutt Those thunderous ideas rumbled What could be done now... Could you put me to sleep And get comfort from your friends As you force yourself to weep At the loss of my company. Could you just turn your back And have the nerve to keep it Turned away, for one last smack Against my already battered ego. I told you these words before And you told me that I'd get sick of you Thus seeming to completely ignore That I am Pain Incarnate. And just like I w

Two blue pools Like the forgiving sea Staring into my own Twin meadowy orbs The heat of your breath Pulls my own away. My heart beats Perfectly in tune with yours A shy smile is shared A tear flooding my vision As I wrap my arms around you Resting my head On your strong shoulder Eyes drifting closed As the beat of your heart Pushes me deeper into bliss Your cheek on my hand As your soft breath Drifts over my ear As you whisper You love me My memories fail As to what happened next… I awake hours after Alone in my bed I have to wonder Was it a dream? A torturing fictitious figment Of my hopes I lay back down Starin

I'm the unfeeling one. I'm the cold hearted one. Come to me to deal with death To handle it while everyone grieves. But not me. Its not my time, Not my place. I don't get to feel the loss. And when I'm done, I start to grieve. I Cry, I sob, I weep. And They see me as weak. When is it my turn to cry? Am I allowed to cry At my own cat's burial? Of course not; That was my mother's turn. I had to be strong for her, I had to do what needed to be done. But when is it my turn to cry? Can I cry as I bury The rabbit of my friend? That's stupid; That was her turn. I had to be there for her Her rock in the storm of grief. But whe

Darla Rescued when you were lost We all expected you to go. You fought against all the odds And Managed to make it through. Little Darling, You lived with two big cats Neither of whom liked you. You survived Four children All of whom loved you too much. Sweet Darlin' You made us love you when you were mean. You fought your way into our lives And Left your mark there forever. And now we'll never fill the void, Of our Tiny Darling.